New start

Tomorrow I start my journey in "understanding" the word of God. "Understanding" what it means to believe in a higher power. What is real? I want to be a better, happier, and loving person for 2011 and in order to complete this I will begin by visiting a church named Outlook. I never been there but I want to hear the word and I think I can get that in this place. I want to clear and cleanse my soul. I want to get back to the place where I was truely happy, 2006. 2006 was such an awesome year; I was selected for SFC, moved into a brand new house, I was promoted to SFC, I became a mom again to a beautiful girl, I became the Detachment SGT, and I had a wonderful Thanksgiving and Christmas with just the five of us. That year was so GREAT!! I need to get that feeling again. That love was so amazing and I was not stressing about anything. In other words, LIFE AT THAT TIME WAS GREAT!! I love it!! Will get back there again.